Hopeless [#][*]

Its been weeks since I felt good

its time to get out of bed

Not feeling like I should

Sometimes I feel dead

I see my life wasted all away

Sometimes I feel like a failure

Or am I just fed up

Sometimes it just seems useless

Or am I that fucked up

I feel hopeless

I shut down

Wonder where the time has gone

What day is it this week

I wish that I could stop my head

The future, it looks bleak

I see my life, but that was yesterday

Sometimes I feel like a failure

Or am I just fed up

Sometimes it just seems useless

Or am I that fucked up

I feel hopeless

I shut down

Sometimes I feel like a failure

Or am I just fed up

Sometimes it just seems useless

Or am I that fucked up

I feel hopeless

I shut down

No, I'm not a failure

Maybe just fed up

I'll never give up hoping

I know thats just fucked up

I'm not hopeless

I'm not shut down

I'm not hopeless

I'm not shut down