Music and Lyrics Kara Johnstad
The evening started out just fine
Italien pasta then some wine
And you said, our friendships sacred, I just don't dare
You see I have a wife and son
I love them more then anyone
And I said I know, yet for years it hangs in the air
Trying to sense what is real
We try to small talk tongue gets tied
We try to switch from heart to mind
Yet the pull's too strong it tugs and pulls at the air
You tell me things about your day
I vaquely listen, watch your ways
Then you shift, Are you thru?
I just can't stand this chair.
As we're pulled through the dark
Chavela Vargas she sparks you
And slowly you und my blouse
Forgetting to think of your spouse
Wondering if you'll think of me
Wondering if our friendship
You with your wife in your head
Wondering why you left so soon
Wondering if you'll get home
Wondering if I'll sleep tonight alone
Wondering if you'll tell her
Wondering what she'll say
Wondering why I wish so much
That you would have stayed