Music and lyrics by Kara Johnstad
I'm so afraid to lose you before I really
All though I know the pain's
It dresses and it wears us
You look so gaunt and torn
You're in a hurting place, looking for some grace
Call out my name and I'm there
Dissolve all the shame, know that I care
Darkness Chills you're pulled so far inside
Just keep talking to me baby, I say
Icey glares and silent stares Can't regonize your eyes
You're cut off from the world in every way
You tug at your T, and mumble just let me be
I try to decipher if your grumble means maybe
And jesus sometimes saves us
But sometimes it's just you alone against the world
Harsxh winds that blow, Carrying the weight of each word
Grown dark and deeply grained
Since your struggle with your loss
Let me gobble up the dark and give you just a little spark Yes,
Cry out the tears in my name
Release those bellied fears of shame