That's why I did it yea'll That's why I do what I do
Single mother low income riding the bus Big momma making a fuss saying in God she trusts. My uncles 20, I'm 10 taking gulps of gin. He don't realize that we all are engulfed in sin. Gang bangers on the corner got me wanna be down Take a bullet for some city on government ground By 25 everybody locked or died To busy playing around never looking ahead Every funeral, cats get upset and cry Turn their heads towards the sky trying to ask God why But they never looked up till then Every other day they concerned with the world and consumed in sin Not Christ just heaven they want They think clean means not trying to sling things out of their trunk Nobody ever to them heaven was spotless and we all dirty That's why we need a Holy God to wash us
I opened up my life and shared my life So that you can see we all need Christ
If you can understand my pain Maybe you can see we all need change
Can view my life my pain my hurt
Sense Christ died for sin I never be the same again
Young dude, I remember coming home after school Changing channels from videos back to cartoons Up late talking on the phone under my bed So momma couldn't hear some of the things I said And it wasn't all bad but it wasn't all good Even though momma was doing the best she could I was a latchkey home alone for hours Entertaining my sin And my soul devour Pick up by the cops at the age of 12 And not because my momma didn't raise me well I was a drug baby big momma dragged me to church Hated ever minute of it but she prayed it would work I an't never met my daddy so I feel all empty Like why he never call or why don't he come get me And momma under legalistic teachings and lies So she beat me and she tell me it was to keep me alive A typical youth I mean A typical youth 16 agnostic and looking for truth I lived for myself, No one ever told me the plan God had to bring redemption to a fallible man Good news really wasn't good news to me Cause I never new the condemnation due to me And I wish somebody would of told me then What it meant to know Christ and to be born again
They say Mac got saved and X is a Christian Well I don't really know them but I pray they both listen It's hard trying to grow up in a sinful land And you don't have an example of a Godly man