confused desires since my teenage years
i'm the same homo my family fears
for my blue eyed boy there's a long distance longing
my behind closed doors fantasies going on
and i feel wrong
forgive me father for i have sinned
i must confess it's brothers with my eyes that i undress
once a day i think about killing myself
i can't carry on i must be strong even though it hurts as i sing this song
and i feel wrong
god it's only love
god for how long will I feel wrong?