In consciousness I can pretend that I shouldn't be dead,
so I lay awake in bed.
Those nightmares tear me apart,
I can't wake without a heart...
if I wake up at all.
If I fall asleep tonight, I'll die.
but I can't stay awake for my whole life.
If I dream what I really believe,
then there won't be anything left of me.
In my dreams I can't convince myself this world were in has a place for me, so I can't exist.
I watch you as I turn and shake,
there's no body for when I wake...
if I wake up at all.