I Remember That I Wanted To Kiss/Kill You

Manchester Orchestra
I remember that I wanted to kiss you
To climb into your mouth for relief
In a minute I will remember
The woman that I forced you to be
Is coming out one of these days eventually
And I hope to God, yeah, I hope you forgive me
I remember a dead beat of angels
Can you feel the relief?
I felt an angry mob full of sisters
Crying hard and begging to leave
If you could ever be what I actually needed you to be
Then we might just make it eventually
I remember that I wanted to kill you
To dig into your chest for relief
But in a minute I remember
The woman that I forced you to be
Has got a mind probably smarter than me
So I'm gonna have to pay for this dumb shit I keep doing