I Wonder

All alone the broadening skies under the every night I will lie

Scratching claw and grip the rails every day my living hell

Oh God you know I tried, I know how hard I've tried

I know I tried

Hey I'd like to daze away to a place no one has known

In a state of mind I could call mine that only I could have own

Where I could hum a tune anytime I choose

And then there is no such thing as time

Where I feel no pain just calm and sane what a place for one to find

Now you see I'm watching everything I do

And they're watching everything I say

So baby we'll leave, we'll leave and breathe won't leave me be

Sometimes I'd asked myself and said, "Why am I even here?"

And I wonder how you leave me wondering, you leave me wondering

Won't you stop watching me

I said, "They're watching me, watching me, watching me"

Now in my corner I got them stealing in my eyes and

And arms holding up my knees and then rocking back and forth my life

I didn't mean to feel this way when I walked into the door

And they ripped away my memories and

I can't remember who I was before

Oh Lord, oh Lord no, now they're watching everything I do

And they're watching everything I say

So then leave, then kneel and breathe oh leave me be

And I only wanted to be 16 and free and I

And I wonder