I'm Not Happy '94

I'm getting between your nerves like leprosy

Using mental telepathy, my treachery, treacherous over centuries

I never meant to be reincarnated

Matter of fact if it was up to me I wish that I had never been created

Them swinging swords hoards up in physical fords walking through forbidden

Doors hidden withinside of the morgue

People grimace when they witness business of the bloody instance

So keep your distance, the smell of bodies is covered by incense

I show no mercy blood splats up on my hockey jersey

Similar to physicians in rooms of emergency

So fuck the gats I'd rather hit you with the axe

Laugh while your skull cracks but I'm still not happy

(Chorus X2)

All I really want is to be happy

To find a love that's mine would be so sweet

I'm turning red blood cells into dead blood cells

Using microscopic utensils within your entrails

Pushing the limit of your chromosomes

Sitting on the throne made of human bones organize up into foam

I walk alone into pandemonium utilizing plutonium

To build a bigger better stronger weapon

I sense the presence of great evil

So I erase and drain every bit of the power source conceivable

Bringing about the beginning of ending

I'm sending the crucifier tending to your so called messiah

Within the fire I eulogise planetary demise

Feeling energized as another planet dies

And nothing could ever really make me give a fuck about

Anything you care about so why even bother

The blood I spill could fill the entire New York harbour

So hang the Holy Father and light the candelabra

(Chorus X2)

I'm slowly killing myself to live infact

I couldn't even begin to explain the effects of the drugs on my brain

Nothing positive could influence the trip I take

I'm drivin by the negativity I instigate

Without a doubt the bloody body count increases, you fall to pieces

My mouth releases terminal diseases

And everywhere you look there's another dead fucking schnook

Hanging from a bloody meat hook

I always keep a smile on my face

So I can hide what's really going on inside of my mind

I feel nothing and therefore I am nothing

I thrive upon your suffering and there's nothing that makes you feel happy

(Chorus X2)