This promise you made is hollow is cold
I am the liar (civilian boy)
leaving a trail of soft ridicule
I am the liar (civilian boy)
I sleep with women I don't deserve
wretched
unstable
vulnerable
figments I become are unrelenting
void in compassion
premonitory
my satisfaction
selfish reward
loving another is more difficult
stealing and cheating and being a mess
child in nature: so trapped