And the city sun will bring
it back to me again
Melting yearning into memory
and memory to shame
I feel like crying
Really crying
My eyes are aching
and mu throat is sore
It's the way I feel
when nothing's ever happening
It's the poison in the air
and it's the people on the rise
Oh so slowly
Taking over
Till I don't know
how to ever stop
Over and over in my head
till I don't know
what I feel about it
Don't try to make me understand
when there's nothing
I can do about it
So they sit me down and tell me
that I'm special here
I'm so special I could
almost be like them
I'll do my job here
I'll follow to the letter
But I can't love it
and that is not enough
Over and over in my head
till I don't know what I feel about it
Don't try to make me understand
where there's nothing I can do about it