Invidia
Every night is a burden
It's 5 AM and I still can't seem to sleep
I close my eyes to be certain
'Cause spending time with my thoughts is killing me
Passing through all the sorrow
I put my faults in a pile of misery
I hope I'm still here tomorrow
'Cause I'm not ready to leave my history
The seasons change while I stand still
An empty shell surrounding me
Another day
A different time
I hope I learn how to handle the pain
I just want you to see me
Feeling trapped in a habit
Still believing the lies I tell myself
Trying hard to forget it
Falling deep into your forgiving arms
The seasons change while we stand still
An empty shell surrounding us
So many things I want to say
But you will never understand
Forever
Together
Just someone take away my pain
Together
Forever
I'm not the only one to blame
Invidia