Is This the End?

Momma told me one day it was gonna happen

But she never told me when

She told me it would happen when I was much older

Wish it would've happened then Is this the end?

Sometimes I be wakin' up at high noon

Sayin', "Why me Lord?" folks thinkin' I'ma die soon

I just tell em keep seekin', but when they sleepin'

I be concealed up in my room, knowin' that it could happen

I'm just tryin' to maintin', because the future is untold

Till the static unfolds that the good die young

Please God let a Bad Boy die old

Do you think I wanna lie cold

Or better yet have many shots come close to the head

Shirt soaked til it's red

The most that was said was that my homies had a toast to the dead

Do I need a pack a vest for stress so I can rest

Cause even though I'm blessed in my flesh

It all came down to a test

A motherfucker wanna go and put a tattoo on my chest

Now I'm caught up in the mix and I can't do shit, but still

I can't ride with program, fearing no man

Hit the car door let the door slam it's a blessing that he had slow hands

But he's still right behind me

All these heartless fools is steady comin' after my P

So many phony niggas lovin' to hate Sean

So many cheddar niggas comin' after my cheese

Is it my car that they're losin, are we all for the choosin'?

Or is it all in confusion? Better yet all an illusion

Shots rang through the hall bullets cruisin' for bruisin'

Don't let this heartless bastard take my life away

I don't wanna conceive takin' his either

Dipped into the back and took a breather

Heard steps steady in closin' with the bullet skeezer

Gotta do somethin', I ain't scared to go

But yet my heart is steady pumpin' for somethin'

I refuse to be the one that they be dumpin'

Gotta get away before the techs start gunnin'

Bodies start jumpin', wreckin' my brain not to try and understand

But withstand, is it cause I'm a rich man

Or just to try to put a brother down in the dirt like quicksand

But no matter what the reason, I don't wanna stop breathin'

There's dreams to fulfill still

Can't complete em with a still kill

Face to face with enemies still grill

Forgive me for the pain I've caused and the sins I've committed