It's not just a party it's a funeral

Emmure
They will find my corpse
on the shower floor.
And with my bleeding wrists
will be a note the explains all of this.
(Dear friends and family I hope that you can understand)
I could not handle the fear and regret.
Knowing I ruined my only chance.
A lesson in carelessness.
Let my grave stand as proof,
youve only got one chance.
So take advantage.
I will burn in hell for my selfishness.
But youll see me reach for angel wings.
I know the backlash , call me a coward all you want.
I know the truth is that I am free.