Kidding Ourselves

And I, I wanted to tear down the curtains

To let, let in some natural light

I wake up and open one eye

And wait for the window to crack at me, alone

And I, I wanted to curl up beside you

And die, at least for an hour or more

Depending on how you react

Depending on how you respond to me

I'll stick around

We're kidding ourselves kidding ourselves

So what do you want from me

'Cause as long as there's a payphone and a taxi cab I'm alright 'cause I can leave home

We're kidding ourselves kidding ourselves

So what are you waiting for

'Cause even with a fast car and a cellphone I won't leave 'cause I'd be alone

So tonight, let's be as bold as we want to

And drink, drink 'til we fall down the steps

Remember how that made us laugh

Remember how all that we did was laugh, and cry

Well, we're kidding ourselves kidding ourselves

So what do you want from me

'Cause as long as there's a payphone and a taxi cab I'm alright 'cause I can leave home

We're kidding ourselves kidding ourselves

So what are you waiting for

'Cause even on a bullet train or a jet plane I won't leave 'cause I'd be alone

And I'm lucky to find cardboard in an alleyway that I can call home

So tonight, let's be as bold as we want to run, four eyes ohhh

We're kidding ourselves kidding ourselves

So what do you want from me

'Cause as long as there's a payphone and a taxi cab I'm alright 'cause I can leave home

We're kidding ourselves kidding ourselves

So what are you waiting for

'Cause even on a bullet train or a jet plane I won't leave 'cause I'd be alone

I'm lucky to find cardboard in an alleyway that I can call home

So don't take your eyes off me, don't look away

I won't be alone

At home