Knife Edge
And it's a combination of reality and my imagination
I cannot tolerate my anxiety for the moment
I get angry at myself for trying to impress you
I cannot rectify my embarrassment on the subject
Always on a knife's edge here with you
We're faded, out of view
You know my worry only comes from wanting more for you
I get low with you
I hate it when we're cruel
You know my worry only comes from fear of what I'd lose
I just really wanted to feel accepted
I just really wanted to feel connected
But I'm selfish, self-centered and a little bit narcissistic
And to be ever grateful with be uncharacteristic
Always on a knife's edge here with you
We're faded, out of view
You know my worry only comes from wanting more for you
I get low with you
I hate it when we're cruel
You know my worry only comes from fear of what I'd lose
I love that I can say I wouldn't feel this way without ya
I love that I can say I wouldn't feel this way without you
I'm willing to get better from no disease at all
I'm evicted and conflicted at my very core
The love is often on and on and on and on
Achievable intellectual and emotionally viable
Always on a knife's edge here with you
We're faded, out of view
You know my worry only comes from wanting more for you
I get low with you
I hate it when we're cruel
You know my worry only comes from fear of what I'd lose
I love that I can say I wouldn't feel this way without ya
I love that I can say I wouldn't feel this way without you