scream to my dreaming but trembling mind
slumbering thoughts that I suddenly find
invisible memories breaking the seal
inbetween feelings that noone can heal
deep in my brain all these malevolent forces
I'm thinking back to find the truth
the cause is burried in my mind
I'm digging for it in my youth
I'm hoping that I'll never find
faning the flames of the selfhate in me
searching for details that I cannot see
knawing and languishing greed for release
constantly held by this glowing disease
I'm thinking back to find the truth...