I'm about as lifeless as it gets.
It's not like I'm worth saving anyway.
I never really wanted to be here.
Why can't somebody else take my place.
I've written letters to the ones I've loved
so much that it hurts to say goodbye.
I just don't wanna be alive.
Killing you was such a pleasure that I never knew.
Something I always thought I couldn't do.
But you don't know anything that makes me feel alive,
except making you bleed five times in one night.
You know you deserved it.