Laziness And The Lack Of The Right Medication

At Swim Two Birds
I saw you last night but I just couldn't tell you
Couldn't you see the veins standing proud on my neck?
Had to face your whole body, a picture of silence
I'll walk away and leave you, confront nothing again again
There's a place in my head that I often escape to
Where there's nothing or no-one to ?
Blame it on laziness or the lack of the right medication
But I swear you'd be better off with someone else, with someone else