Life Advocate

Animosity
Pressure is building I'm going to explode,
I can't escape this self destructive mode.
Hang in there it will be okay,
I promise there will be a better day.
I won't let you turn your back,
We will struggle through the days.
I can't watch you check out,
On all the promises that you've made.
I'm there for you all the time.
I wish I could stop you from this better crime,
Suicide!
Suicide!
"I forced myself in, I locked myself out,
Now I'm just another face in the crowd."
That's not true you're one of a kind,
Don't let this world pull you behind.
Times are rough,
I think I had enough.
I've got to break free from the world's handcuffs.
I can't wait until the fucking end,
If you won't do it, I'll put a bullet in my head.
Grab my hand for my last breath,
As my tortured soul creates death.
Hang in there it will be okay,
I promise there will be a better day.
The tears in my eyes won't let me see,
What my own fucking mind is doing to me.
I wish I could save you, this needs to stop right now.
But all I can do is ask myself "How?"