I was a grub suffocated in silk;
A bud that couldn't blossom, a poor snail trapped in its shell.
Your innocence and purity were wiser than all my experience
and when I tried your elixir ,
That was the only way I could subsist
I feel I'm lost in oblivion;the thought of you and me,
a simple shard inside your trunk;my aura starts to wilt
and now I'm alone, could I fly on my own?
Obliged to be the commander,nothing to justify the absence
and then you vanished without trace
I hope next time I'll be wiser