I looked you up three times this morning
After I saw you in a dream
I had to read up on disorders but I think I'm clean
I know the pain of feeling love, alone
It wasn't funny but I laughed
At how I came to be so empty
When I look into the past why did I care about what should be?
I know the pain of feeling love alone
If you're beautiful
The line for you is never drawn
When I look into the past it wasn't truth I'd leaned upon
I know the pain of feeling love alone
I never chose to follow rules
For that I've no regret
But all the memories it cost I never will forget
I don't care about tomorrow
And I don't care about today
I sought comfort in the sorrow and that's when the meaning washed away