Everytime I look at you I wanna kill, wanna kill Stranger things that I would do to make you feel the way I feel Its just that I have been broken so many thousand times And everytime I start again I wonder why, wonder why Its been such a hard year, it won't ever change Its not what it seems because You say to me my heart feels far away Everytime you look at me I wanna die, wanna die Stranger things that I would say to make you feel the way I feel Its just that I have been broken so many thousand times And everytime I start again I wonder why, wonder why Its been such a hard year, it won't ever change Its not what it seems because You say to me your heart feels far away I start to realize nothing's gonna change It doesn't really matter anyway Its not what it seems to me You say to me your heart feels far away