In my history, certain things kept inside
In my life time, certain actions, I don't take pride
Push it away, my solution, as a constant, every time
Communication, break all ties, without a single shred of remorse
Block all contact, stay my course
Push it away, my reaction, without failure, everytime
Block it right out, every person, every problem
Tired of just running away, time to confront what's mine
No resolution, nothing solved, with no closure, legs left to stand
Allow all distractions, take my command
Push it away, out of instinct, my survival, every time
Block it right out, every person, every problem
Tired of just running away, time to confront what's mine
I'll make amends, try to make things right
I'll make amends, try to own what's mine
I'll make amends, may take forever, at least it's a start
I'll make amends, may take a lifetime, at least it's a start
My history, will not, repeat itself
Push it away, won't take this road, push it away
Tired of just running away, time to confront what's mine