I'm pullin' knots out of my head
I am finding a name and all that
has remained within the recess of my brain
I need forgiveness and eyes that see
that I'm sandpaper underneath the layers
of this scaly shedding see-through skin
I am not confident of change
but that doesn't mean, doesn't mean, doesn't mean
to muffle those monumental screams
that never had a moment, never had a voice
and make way for the healing
we chose different things still we chose each other
I know I am not a child and you are not my mother
but I'm still lookin', still lookin', still lookin'