I couldn't see the truth. I was unable to see how my life was being used. To be something so miniscule. Everything I thought was so definite, I thought was so real was thrown away and will be remembered among unpaling hatred. Since when was so sacred, turning into something so wrong. Something so important to me. I can't, I can't be that way again. I can't, I won't, I will never let it. For the rest of your fucking life you will mark my words.