But I see the anger in your eyes I want what will not judge me I need what keeps me warm inside Stares from the mirror on the wall You think you know my problems - And I don't believe that I should kneel And hang my head in shame Held prisoner by a monkey Strapped on behind my back The light is slowly fading
I've got to medicate myself again I've got to medicate myself again I've got to medicate myself again Cuz you don't need me hanging round One more drink and I will be drowned
I know you hate to see me As I defeat myself this way You know you can't control me You know I'm slipping day by day Down in the hole where I belong And when the fight is over And I will be gone So I... Chorus