A kiss in my neck
Could have been something great
But I was sure to wreck
That tender affection shown
Was sufficient to hush every moan
But I was too eager to define
It was a waste of time
Those arms so very torn
That blue jersey used to keep me warm
How come a lovely memory like this
Evokes the same ill as that tender kiss?
Why waste my time on what will decline?
Don't cheer, I am a liar
It's just a waste of air
When you get no response
Preferred your speechless admire
Who wouldn't?
I know it seems ambiguous
Well it is, I rarely say what I mean
This is my biggest loss
But surely they'll be bigger
I long for old friends, so many things done
With nothing to repent
To submit felt so good
I would repeat if I just could
Defy my mind
I act like everyone I hate
And I hate them because they act like me
It is so hard to prove your faith
With all them marks so easy to see
I run for time, I want what's mine