My New Life

Jimmy NaNa
Well it's finally winter
And the sun is sitting lower in the sky
It has taken me these past six months
To understand our demise
You're a contradiction constructed out of flesh
I think it's about time I change my Christmas wish
Because this year will be
The very first year
Of my new life
My new life without you
Yeah this time will be
The very last time
That I see you
You only get so many tries
Well the sun sets a little earlier now
As it falls beneath the trees
And if you were the sun and I was the sky then I'd say
You set too early on me
Now I'll be going to another place
Where the sun is high and you will be erased
Didn't give it a chance, always a second too late
Can't even get it right in my dreams
But that will all change
Because this year will be
The very first year
Of my new life
My new life on my own
Yeah, this time will be
The very last time
That I do this
All alone