My Rotten Mind

I see my self high up in the sky

people around me hoping I don’t die

I’m just taking a ride on a big balloon

and I promise i will be coming home real soon

I know where I’m gonna go and I don’t wanna be this way

surrounded by people that wanna watch me fall

but in my mind I will kill them all

seeing enemy’s dying at my feet

but really I’m just fighting me

I know where I’m gonna go and I don’t wanna be this way

I don’t wanna be I don’t wanna be … be this way

I see my self crawling on the floor

time and time again its such a fucking bore

looking for something that I know I wont find

ignoring the signs from my rotten mind

I know where I’m gonna go and I don’t wanna be this way

I don’t wanna be I don’t wanna be … be this way