you had me
running from the real thing
I didn't even know the difference
now I'm feeling so betrayed
we'd spoken
just the other weekend
outside of someone else's window
now I'm feeling so betrayed
your history
is coming back to educate me
to put me out of place and take me
to another time
we're spending
far too much attention driving
all of our attentions
away from each other
look into the center of the spinning wheel
tell me what you feel, tell me what you feel
new flirtations
and other forms of recreation
I'm in love with foreign places
I'm in love
mystery colors
and things we cannot tell each other
locked inside our heaven's cupboards
pretend that I'm asleep