So warm here in this flesh
Is this my home, mother?
One formless thing, nothing
Growing to be a disturbance
The silence was my greatest friend
No more, no more
So safe in here in this flesh
Is this my home?
Why"¦ You try to tear me away
Scrape out, erase, remove
Would be better if you go to sleep
It'll only hurt for a moment
The beat of life squashed by cruel existence
Feeling almost like a fucking God
Quick before the heart starts beating
Quick before the neurons merge
I sacrifice my own blood
I sacrifice my own blood for better tomorrow
Mother, tell me is this my
It's so dark here, no place to hide
I beg you mom, don't leave me now
What if God looks here
And finds out what you've done
Decision stained with blood
Forever a thorn on soul and heart
Decision stained with blood
Forever a thorn on soul and heart
Decision stained with blood
Forever a thorn on soul and heart
Decision stained with blood
Forever a thorn on soul and heart
Becoming a God