You were walking towards my first apartment--with hesitance
Feeling like you were making mistakes
Oh I've made them, I'm sorry
It's an awkward time to replace
History with feelings
But I'll suck the pain out anyways
I'm hardly alive now
So cut into my chest
And leave me on the bed
I can crawl on my hands and my knees
Change the way I do everything
My desires crumble away
Leaving me safe, driving away
I've been a mess, no sleep for weeks
My head hurts, I've earned it
The other day I heard your voice
For the first time in two years
It should keep me on my way
Chasing after you
I can crawl on my hands and my knees
Change the way I do everything
My desires crumble away
Leaving me safe, driving away
Keeping me all alone
Thinking away--everything
Start my car and drive
I'm headed to you and
I'll never hide my face
I'll never go running away again
I can crawl on my hands and my knees
Change the way I do everything
Oh I can crawl on my hands and my knees
And change the way I do everything
My desires crumble away
Leaving me safe, driving away
Keeping me all alone...