nightmare^x

Alaska!
the tear in the crack
the ?
the stairs look back
the moon is cruel
i could not sleep with the parasite free
to show its face in the mirror i keep
all i ever wanted was to be held
over the fires on the sea
all i ever wanted was to be helped
inside the nightmare of my dreams
the air is bent through ovarian shells
the coral hands, they chime like bells
i breathe in time to a withering mind
who stands in place on the bed where i lie
all i ever wanted was to be held
over the fires on the sea
all i ever wanted was to be helped/held?
inside the nightmare of my dreams
inside the nightmare of my dreams
how much do i loathe
how much do i owe to this while sleeping
is it not the reason that i am slowly
losing touch with what is holy
in this unforgiving night
will i ever sleep
i only wanted to be held
over the fires on the sea
only wanted to be held
inside the nightmare of my dreams
the nightmare of my dreams