why am i so fucking stupid
why do i always do the things
i've done a million times before
everything just gets out of control so fast
and nothing ever seems to really last, but
i wanted everything
to be different now
but it always ends up just the same
i'm not even sure you know i exist
though i try to resist
there's no one else to blame
i just keep making the same mistake
and losing everything
i just keep falling into the same pattern
and i end up with nothing