my head's playing games again
i give you the benefit of the doubt
and at the end of the day
i'm the only one who's without
it's an ongoing battle
in my heart and my head
it kills me every time
i cry myself to sleep in bed
let's not even mention
one of this is known
and by the time he realizes it
we'll both be old and grown
i just want a one way ticket
i wanna leave this behind
can't we take a walk?
will you help me clear my mind?
it's all so conventional
show up and learn
but my soul is on the other end
and instead I yearn
to find the right words
to find the right time
i have waited all these years
on a nonexistent sign
that's been leading me down
a path that is unknown
a trail of tears behind me
i want to reap what i've sown
i've planted careful love
in a hostile terrain
and it hasn't grown
from all this falling rain
i've been persistent
in covering it all up
ow that she loves you
my life's a half empty cup
but i hope no one expects
for me to give up
i'll never be satisfied
until i have your non fiction touch