In Germany, his days finally caught him; I won't insult his memory with long-distance grief. Tears and wakes weren't his style: not him, He'd have laughed in my face if he saw it get mournful, He'd pull me up short and say "Life carries on" In that gentle way of being cruelly scornful... "I want to see it all, and eat it" Was as close to ethos as he came; Though he knew he couldn't beat it, He never gave of himself anything less than best I never did say, I never quite found time: He taught me a lot, and I carry it still. Never thanked him at all for his friendship The diaries we write are those that we crave for, He deserved more time, but he never was made for