Not On Top

I feel a little strange

Feels like I'll never get my shit together

27 and I'm fucked

Well, it's 10 years from teenage

and that's a freaking lot

I think I'm getting old

and I thought I'd never say

that I bought Nevermind

and it changed my life

some fifteen years ago (background: Nevermind was thirteen years ago)

I thought my little sister

would never ever make it out of high school

and go looking for jobs (yeah right)

Not on top

Baby, I'm not on top

and your love is like a diamond

with a sadistic sick crowd of bastards

peeping in the bleachers

and there's two men and no team

one is pitching cannonballs

the other is hitting wind

and I've done a lot of training

to try to stick to my positions

locked up in th attic

now I'm falling in love with her

and there's 67 better ways

to make some sense (yeah whatever)

Not on top

Baby, I'm not on top

I told you...