These years, I juggle a pistol
And a letter, sincerely Beardo
See I ain't kill my self yet
But the voices, they don't let me get no rest
How'd my life end up such a mess?
And how'd I get this gun on my chest
My own friends, they don't get it
I'm a piece of shit! There I said it
And every night I just dream when I was a kid
A roach fell in my cocoa puffs
Spaghetti-Os I packed for lunch
Ring ring, alarm goes off
I start my new job working at Ralph's
You see it's too late for me
I got two burned out knees
And I ain't got much to eat
Just some cereal, and some moldy meat
And I'm getting real sick, of my music
Heard shoot to kill got drive by'd
Nothing Changes around here
When I die, I'm gonna die rich
That's what I tell myself in this fucked up shit
Cut another line of the Yay
Another visit to the county hospital
I can't stop bleeding out of my nostrils
Things just seem so impossible
When your dad won't even talk to you
And I ain't mad at Uncle Sam
Gone crazy again and again
And this just might be the end
Get it while you still can
Nothing Changes around here