Numb
I have my dubious motives
for my fatuous friends
I have a need to be needed
and feel superior again
and I'd rather be shallow
blind deaf and dumb
I can't afford the risk of
feeling anything but numb
(oh no! - shhh! can you see me? can you see me? don't come too close to my exposure - I can't expose myself -not to anyone - do you hear me?- not to anyone)
and I am such a coward
and I am such a fake
I like too keep my pulse down
to soothe this beating ache
(oh no! - shhh! can you see me? can you see me? don't come too close to my exposure - I can't expose myself -not to anyone - do you hear me?- not to anyone)
I have my dubious motives
for my fatuous friends
I have a need to be needed
and feel superior again
and I'd rather be shallow
blind deaf and dumb
I can't afford the risk of
feeling anything but numb