Yet you tell me its a sin
That I don't believe in God
For a chance to dance with stars
I've given thought to leaving
If only I could read a map
I started sending you a note
On how I hope that you're happy
I hear you're somewhere in the sand
And how I wish I was an ocean
Maybe then I'd get to see you again
They take shape and they tend
"Who am I to work so much less to get more?
You all deserve what I am walking towards
If you want, you should move away,"
This has become a weakness
The golden state wins again
Perhaps it's time I settle down
Say its blue, at least that's a plus
Why am I scared of people in a room?
Why can't they see a good time are the people close to you?
Why don't I just give in, have a drink and shake some hands?
Why am I scarred from what she did to me?
Why can't I trust anyone, no, not even me?
why don't I just give in, have a drink and shake some hands?
I've given thought to leavin'
Maybe it's time I put a profile up of who I want to be
Fool everyone, just to start over clean
I can hide behind a big blue screen