Once A Dreamer...

I was this dreamer in advance

Then life showed up in the middle of my plans

So maybe it was not the pact

It sure was good - the best in fact

I may say I have changed "“

I have cried and sworn a lot

Once it was gone I saw what I got

I reminisce more than I should

But I miss feeling special and looking good

I may say I have changed "“

I sure have changed

And I do dream, it's just not the same

Sometimes I think I really hate you

For the doubter I became