One Final, Sandi
woke up laughing
in the middle of the night
and it scared me
to feel so completely shut out
and always next to alright
and always next to daylight
so please let me remember it wrong
'cause it's been so long
since someone held me
as if to save me
from myself and everybody else
and all the words that went from mouth to mouth
did they ever strike beauty
stored in apartments
filled with old doubts
can you reach me,
the loving parts of me
can you please let me remember it wrong
'cause the truth is too
strong it's something I never told
anyone but the one I couldn't hold