Outnumbered

Kamchatka
Here they come,
the voices
No use
to pretend
I can't hear
them telling me
I don't
deserve this
They rape my thoughts
and rob me of my self-esteem
until they alone rule
over whatever is left
of me
If I were
to end myself,
will they
linger
with me in
the after-life?
Is it a risk
worth taking?
They rape my thoughts
and rob me of my self-esteem
until they alone rule
over whatever is left
of me