there's a lizard
crawling down my right arm
I think it's trying to reach
the apple I'm spinning on my fingertip
I care not where it ends up
apple or lizard
all I worry about
is close friends giving birth
I'm really struggling
to wrap my head around
the idea that someone my age
is birthing right now
I care not where it ends up
apple or baby
I want to be tied up
infant, lizard and me