The people around me
Keeps getting older and older
I'm thinking if it's me
That has fallen out of the track
The wives and the children
Has never been close for me
But now I'm in panic
So afraid of falling behind
So afraid of falling behind
I'm afraid of falling behind
I'm thirty plus something
I should have gotten further in life
But I'm still here stomping
Like I was fourteen or something
I think of the future
I can't see anything changing
This life that's before me
I don't wanna do it again
I don't wanna do it again
I just don't want to do it again
I'm waiting for something
But nothing happens if I don't get it done myself
I'm too shy, I'm stuck here
I'm trying to reach out
But all I do is done out of my normal self
This heart won't give up yet
I'm still here in panic
Thinking I could be better at something
This life is not meant for
Thinking 'bout what's never been done
This weight that's upon me
Soon has to be lifted away
Or else I'll go under
I don't want to be here no more
I don't want to be here no more
I just don't want to be here no more