Was I wrong, wrong in assuming That nothing at all, without thought Would just fall into place? Was it hope, that something would change me That led me to see the mistakes
Was it strength, yearning for purpose Or weakness just desperately searching To create, from self-induced ruin To try and rebuild what remains from
So ready to fuck myself over
Was it truth, logic or reason Disappointment of fear that led me Far beneath self-induced wreckage I rest in pathetic assurance
Was I wrong? Wrong in assuming That nothing at all, without thought Would just fall into place Was it hope, that something would change me That led me to see the mistakes