Reckless
My fate is finally clear
Even when my eyes shut
I often questioned the idea that God choose us
Sterilizing, use us, the worse of the misfits
The ones that was written off as a statistic
I've seen the bad side of life, I experienced the worst
God must've saw something in me for what it's worth
Ex coke and hero addict, jus up and at it
Don't matter the state I was in, I was up and at it
Back on your brain, was on my teens when I started taken
Then money in the bank came, then I started shooting
Wildest tracks on my arm, and maybe you can feel me
Many encounters with death, addiction tryina kill me
Brought me infection in my vein, inflammation in my heart
How could I be so bright and the future look so dark?
Hospitalized for my deeds, I was moving at high speed
CSU dope through iv's
I don't know why God allowed me to live and talk about it
Say you've been through what I've been through? But I doubt it
And no, it don't mean that I'm better than you
I just faked the prescription of a man that covered through
But if I had to do it all again
But if I had to do it all again
But if I had to do it all again
Every time interpretation of my life
Says that I've seen a passion of Christ
Went from millions and record sales
To a consumer, drug sales
Seeing loved ones die while in jail
Though how I feel that half a child in your belly
Hell, and how I feel death and betrayal
Now I know how I feel to prevail
Now I know how I feel when God takes your eyes and removes bail
I've been on a journey but I realized
Life's just a lonesome time
To see the heart of me"¦ alone
I fear what thugging done to Michael Throne
Taking whole ships, losing God gifts
In spite of niggas, their tones, got this wide vision
That gotta be fulfilled like the 22 years got overturn over fear
So miss me with their fake shit "˜cause I detect it
I thank God for my experience for living reckless
But if I had to do it all again
But if I had to do it all again
But if I had to do it all again