Regret
You say I'm alright
But do you know how I feel?
Can you say you know what its like
To be me, I can't justify whats real
And whats not anymore
I've been living in a world
Of make believe
Its done nothing for me
But make things harder
When I try to get better
You fuck me up again
Knock me down and make me feel like shit again
I'm tired of this life you've forced upon me
I just want to be free
Sick of living under your rule
Who the fuck died
And made you queen of the world?
My world comes crashing down on me
And I know its my fault
Cause you're always right
And thats what you always tell me
And I'm too stupid to know otherwise
So obviously, you're right
And like always
I'm in the wrong, I'm the fuck up
I'm the one, who shoulda died
It wasn't my fault I lived
Its just my fault I didn't do it right
Otherwise, I'd be gone now
And your little world would be perfect
Everythings perfect
So long as I'm not around
Everytime I try to fix things
You fuck 'em up and blame me
But according to you
I fucked everything up
Cause, its always my fault
So, once again, I say I'm sorry
Sorry I lived
Sorry I fucked your world up
Sorry I didn't die
When I was supposed to
Give me a little time
And I'll be out of your life
Just throw my body in a river somewhere
No ones gonna miss me
Isn't that what you always told me?
No ones gonna look for me
I'm just another fucked up kid
Who'd care that I was gone?
Guess you were right all along
And as always, I was in the wrong...