Return to Self-Loathing
Sick of the way I am feeling
Waking up watching myself slipping
Should I just take out my eyes?
No longer want them for this life
Acting strong only on the outside
Hiding shame and pain on the inside
I've tried to block my mind of this
And pretend it doesn't exist
Losing my mind once again
Stranding my thoughts
(No matter what I said)
Sleepless nights staring at the ceiling
Sanity running on empty
Try to block my mind of this
And pretend it doesn't exist
Losing my mind once again
Stranding my thoughts
(No matter what I said)
Taken for granted again
Stranding my thoughts
No matter what I said
[Incomprehensible]
[Incomprehensible]
Gonna die inside
Constantly reminded
Losing my mind again
Stranded my thoughts
No matter what I said
Losing my mind once again
Stranding my thoughts
No matter what was said
Losing my mind
Stranding my thoughts
No matter what I said